cuz i can't work a job
#1
the hands on the clock
i wish someone would break them
breath would be easy
#2
ur sky is dark grey
ur raining on my parade
wish i was the sun
Filed under: jfk's life., poetry. | Tags: Confidence, Ego, Hearts, Life, Machines, Self-Esteem
Egos are like hearts that can’t pump for themselves
The only way to stay alive is to be boosted from someone else
The heart that depends completely on the machine will fail
Which in my case is cool because dead men are in no need of & tell no tales.
Filed under: jfk's life., poetry. | Tags: Clairvoyance, Happiness, Instincts, Intuition, Life
dear clair
u make my gut loses it’s tact
i wish u would trust my logic
& cease the uneasy tension in my back
& the feeling of lethargy
u exhaust me
u emotive Clair
my decisions preserves us
u are ungrateful & boisterous
i wish i could go numb
i hate the shit out of u
because ur so naive
i like the way ur heart makes u think u can achieve
sometimes u make me proud
i find it hard 2 trust u
ur opinions are sometimes off bound
ur growth, i want 2 rush u
& five year old Clair
i know ur only trying to help
u want to fill the void w/ fun
happiness takes stealth
& i rather feel the void w/ none
& i wish u would trust my logic
& cease my destructive thoughts
because my logic’s always right
& what u left will have me lost
& thoughtless at ur cost
technically it’s not stealing because i didn’t get the idea copyrighted or anything. since he’s got stacks in his jeans he got 2 the punch first. i thought it would be a great idea for a rapper 2 rap on the Lost instrumental. & there u have, jay-z’s done it.
some nice dancing 2 Lupe’s intro 2 The Cool “Baba Says Cool For Thought.”
sweeet dancing.
speaking of Lupe, isn’t this cool.
The Cool by ~happyfestivus on deviantART
Filed under: music., things i like., vids. | Tags: Fiona Apple, Tidal, When The Pawn
in heavy rotation for me right now is fiona apple’s album “When The Pawn…”. i really loooooooove this album & i’m a big fan of fiona apple. i don’t know which album is better honestly, Tidal or When The Pawn.. this is one of my fav. songs on the album that i had 2 share w/ the world.
Filed under: jfk's life., photography | Tags: Beach, Marina Del Rey, Santa Monica Beach, Seagulls, Sunset
i went 2 the beach 2 cleanse myself. it took two days. first time i went w/ sunnii, the second time was w/ my sister, aasiya & charlie formerly known as deaf. it’s actually a lot of pictures so i will post them by the bulk.
Filed under: music., vids. | Tags: Beyonce, Beyonce Knowles, I am Sasha Fierce, If I Were A Boy
i never really watched this vid before because i was honestly i was disappointed in Beyonce. i was thinking, “the last thing we need is a girl wanting 2 be a boy song.” ciara killed that topic 4 me. so i was kind of upset because beyonce (i’m a fan) used the same concept. buuuuut, eventually i came around & listened to it. i happened 2 walk in right towards the end of the song where she really gets into it & u really can feel the emotion in her voice. & i don’t know any other way 2 say it, but i was…enraptured by it. plus the video was entertaining too. so basically, i’m sorry beyonce 4 doubting u. it’s another BEAUTIFUL hit.
sorry 2 all the black people i’ve offended by using the word “niggah” in this post, but i was just quoting a line from one of my fav. rappers @ the moment, kid cudi. manly my sister if she comes on here wanting 2 know about my life. it’s just the perfect line 2 describe the post.
anywho, i hardly ever post about how i’m really feeling in my life. but i need 2 let some stuff out, it’s therapeutic. let’s just say that i’m done w/ this year. it was cool all in all. it’s had it’s ups & downs, but as of 2day, i’m pretty exhausted from the shenanigans that’s been going on in my life. um, every year i hit this jaded period & yes i’m jaded. w/ everything. society, the economy, the working world, politics, people’s thoughts, immaturity, wasting time, game playing.
so i’m letting everyone know who tunes in my blog that knows me that as soon as New Years hit, anything that’s a time waster, i’m cutting it loose. that includes everything from people 2 catching the bus. being stagnant, it’s not a good look 4 me anymore so i’m giving it up.
it’s only November, eat me, i’m done w/ this year.
getting my shit lined up, so get w/ it or get lost.
Filed under: jfk's life. | Tags: Barrack Obama, Lupe Fiasco, Rage Against The Machine
“i am still a raisin in the sun, raging against the machine.”
speaks 4 itself.
